Cry Baby

Having hope will give you courage.
I want to be happy, but I think of things that make me sad. I'm lazy, yet I'm ambitious. I don't like myself, but I also love who I am. I don't care, but I really do. I crave attention, but I reject
it when it comes my way. I'm almost never serious, and I'm always too serious. Too deep, too shallow. Too sensitive, too cold hearted. I'm a conflicted contradiction. I'm a collection of paradoxes.